I cannot BLOG right now. I can't think beyond last weekend. Most of what I thought and hoped was true regarding one of my children, turns out to be a lie.

Lying causes mistrust. A change of reference point. In some ways, nothing will ever be the same again.

The pain of watching the consequences of bad decisions is consuming me. Borrowing trouble has always been a skill of mine. Is God preparing me for even tougher times ahead or have I dipped way down into the cache of heartache prematurely. Time will tell. Trust must rebuild over time.

This can be a new beginning if the mindset is right. But without the renewing process of God no change is real.

Caroline